Lost in the Waiting Game; When the Universe Seems Silent?
Yep! There are moments in life when everything feels still, as if the universe has turned its back on you. You keep reaching, hoping for a sign, for an opportunity, yet all you receive is silence. Right in this second, I’m a clock ticking in one of those moments, desperately in need of a job, something to hold onto. It feels like no matter how hard I try, the doors just won’t open. Thus with each passing day, I wonder if I’m simply lost in the waiting game, waiting for something- anything-to change that might never see the day in night. Worse still, my mind has captioned this desolation so deep that my dreams are just as empty; terrible nightmares. I see myself in graves, longing for my mother. I see her but she’s still peacefully asleep; as she should. Now it’s my turn, to be awake yet I see no route out of that graveyard. Could this be witchcraft? I period myself this question almost every day, because what! Ther...